“Just about when you’re going to have her you lose her.”
I always felt like my grandma was going to do whatever she wanted to do.
Sometimes I wish I was completely unremarkable, that I just have some kind of normal life and existence, but it seems like that is patently untrue, and that my desire to be unremarkable is not going to come to fruition. It’s almost the acceptance of this lack of normality that has shaped my life, and that has made me realise that what most people want is not what I want.